Finally!

Finally, he said it. Finally I got what I wanted. Finally he got what he has been wanting for sometimes.
And soon after he said it, we went into a wild embrace and wild passionate kisses which ended in illegimate sexual encounters between an ex-wife and an ex-husband.But the forbidden love made it exciting. My body trembled with intense pleasure. Waves after waves of orgasms threw me into spasm. And he gritted his teeth and kept on pumping hard into me. It was like he wanted to punish me. But instead of pain, I was punished with intense pleasure. His dick hard, his torso tightened and his face in a wicked grimaced. When I screamed for mercy, asking him to come - he unloaded with scream. He was screaming my name. He was screaming love, undying love for me.
But, just over an hour ago he divorced me. He said his Talak!

Sex after the divorce was the best I have had for the whole of our married life. It reminded me of sex with him when we used to meet secretly - him cheating on his wife and I was his willing partner in sin.

It was when he saw marks on my neck, not ones left by him, that he got into jelous frenzy and asked me to marry him. So Anita had a role in our marriage.
I have asked my best friend to leave me a love bite exactly to get his attention. He was taking me, my sex for granted.
It was one of the weirdest moment when Anita planted that love bite on my neck....the feeling was weird. It was scary because i felt a shuuder in the most private part of my anatomy. The woman in me reacted positively to Anita's suction action on my neck....and when I told that to Anita, she blushed. She confessed that she too felt strange and tingly.

Anita has been my constant companion during the period of sorrow post the abortion.
We have spent many nights together - cuddled up in bed, talking about our own private agonies - only to always ended up satisfied, with pussy taste on our mouth.

Rick divorced me after he caught me red-handed in bed with Anita.

Anita too had a role in our divorce.

Perhaps, it was meant to be. The last wild sexual act with Rick was our goodbye...

Since yesterday, I am officially a janda! And guess what? I have never felt happier....

Anita and I will move in together - once we find a suitable nest.

We have decided to go into an open, free relationship. Which means she and I are free top date any man we want, but we will always be more than good friends when we are back to our own nest. And the nest itself, will be out bound to any man.

Black days

I was admitted to hospital. At first for Dengue. Then while in there, the doctor broke the news to me - I was pregnant. I was thrilled, but only temporarily. When Rick knew about the pregnancy, he insisted that we abort the baby. I went into deep depression.
His rejection of the fruit of our love was a huge blow to me. I felt like he was rejecting me instead. I tried to reason with him. I used all that I have to convince him, even threatening to leave him. But he was such a bast**d. I hate him for what he made me do. I hate myself for succumbing to his demand.

I am still depressed.

I felt so dirty, so cheap, and so unloved. And where is he? He has not come home for the last ten days.

I am seriously thinking about our future. I am seriously thinking about leaving.

I need help......................